Have you ever..

Have you ever felt so down, you couldn't find a way up?

Have you ever felt so scared, you don't want to try again?

Have you ever cried so much, your tears stopped coming?

Have you ever hurt so bad, you felt you deserved it?

Have you ever wanted to hurt more, because you deserved it?

Have you ever missed something so much, it haunted you every day?

Have you ever been so alone, you wanted to believe in God?

Have you ever wanted to tell them so bad, but you couldn't?

Have you ever been so embarrassed to cry, you silenced your tears?

Have you ever wanted to just go away?

I have. I am now.

Have you ever been truly happy?

I have. A long, long time ago. When they still cared. When we all loved.