I'd rather hide from the pain than face it head-on.
It hurts to be forced to be alone. I'd rather do it on my own terms.
I'd rather be able to free myself.
It's better than seeing them all happy and wishing.
It already hurts enough just knowing.
I know it'll hurt more with it real.
I wish it would all change.
I know it won't; it's them over me.